The end of 2014 and the beginning of 2015 were heavy times. In my personal circle as well as in the world. Some friends or spouses of friends became suddenly ill, most with some form of cancer, another a normal winter illness that ended in death. One other died after a year long fight with cancer. The third just finished his third round of chemo for a brain tumor.
Our lives are on such a fine thread. Intellectually, we all know that life is short. We should enjoy every moment we have, but somehow we still get caught up in the hustle and bustle of everyday life that stresses us out and causes us to be unhappy or unfulfilled. We worry about unimportant things like am I too fat? Should I change my hair color? Do I have enough money to pay my bills? Of course many of these concerns are valid because for example, if we don't have enough money to pay our bills, we will end up having even more problems. We could lose our house. Our car. Our family. But then again, which is worse, worrying about these things happening or just enjoying each day as it comes. I've been very distracted as of late with these thoughts having been brought up in a family of worriers and what-if-ers.
I know one thing: I want to contribute something of value to people and life. I've always thought it was somehow connected to what I love doing - entertaining! Whether it be singing, acting, telling stories. But more and more I'm starting to think, maybe that isn't my calling. Perhaps the Universe has something else in store for me. I've always had a desire to help mankind in some form or another. As a small girl this drive was there. I think I need to open myself up more to see what happens in this direction.
Universe, I am open and ready for whatever surprises and gifts you have to give me!
Thank you!
Our lives are on such a fine thread. Intellectually, we all know that life is short. We should enjoy every moment we have, but somehow we still get caught up in the hustle and bustle of everyday life that stresses us out and causes us to be unhappy or unfulfilled. We worry about unimportant things like am I too fat? Should I change my hair color? Do I have enough money to pay my bills? Of course many of these concerns are valid because for example, if we don't have enough money to pay our bills, we will end up having even more problems. We could lose our house. Our car. Our family. But then again, which is worse, worrying about these things happening or just enjoying each day as it comes. I've been very distracted as of late with these thoughts having been brought up in a family of worriers and what-if-ers.
I know one thing: I want to contribute something of value to people and life. I've always thought it was somehow connected to what I love doing - entertaining! Whether it be singing, acting, telling stories. But more and more I'm starting to think, maybe that isn't my calling. Perhaps the Universe has something else in store for me. I've always had a desire to help mankind in some form or another. As a small girl this drive was there. I think I need to open myself up more to see what happens in this direction.
Universe, I am open and ready for whatever surprises and gifts you have to give me!
Thank you!